SouthButch

Welcome To Hell What happened to my mind What wires shorted out How did I end up here My sanity in doubt? My life has now become A truly living hell But what I learned the most Is never never tell Locked inside of hell Created in my mind The walls and lock were real But peace was not mine to find So home I am again And life continues on But peace my mind has lost And sadness comes with dawn I'm locked inside depression A fate much worse than death No one understands the pit that I am in The pain with every breath I will not harm myself For that there's too much fear But if God should call me home I'll gladly disappear

EVEN GOD DOESN'T WANT ME I've done all I can To prove my own worthlessness The votes are all in The verdict unanimous. I've given it all There's no more to give Life's path is open To those who want to live. That is the question On my depressed little mind The choices are simple But no answers I find. I hate life with a passion Sweet death calls my name So simple the solution The ending the same. No joy I give to others No comfort from me A burden to all They urn to be free. Never would they admit to A better life without me for sure But I see through their lies To that guilty allure. Their wish is my wish To be gone

When When will it stop When will I know That all that I am Is more than just show My life is a waste My dreams are a bust No meaning I find Only ashes and dust Alone all day long No comfort at night The fans of desire Turned icy with fright I move to the right I jump to the left I cry out for love I wish hard for death My mind is a jumble Of scattered thoughts and broken dreams A broken body's betrayal A life forgotten, it seems No happy ending No storybook tale Just death by destruction In my minds self imposed jail